miuruzenya

If I am a surface of an ocean and hundred boats are all my emotions I hope you will sink them all to the bottom of the sea All that hate, pain, hurt... and more hate... Maybe then I might be free to fly with the wind.

That feeling when you want to live in a dream When you want to disappear and live freely Not caring about others just you and yourself But the world doesn't work like that not even if you wish it I still hope Hope for nothing and for everything If only I just could disappear into my dream clouds and live happily.

  Sometimes I feel Like I shouldn’t speak at all Like it would make other people happier And my life easier Maybe I wouldn’t make so many mistakes… Sometimes I wish That I wasn’t here Like I was a black cat That brings a bad luck Maybe the other people Would be happier If I wasn’t here And my life would be easier If I wasn’t here I would not hurt others Or get hurt in return I would not mess things up I wouldn't feel the pain or the sadness But I know that is a bad thing to wish Upon oneself But I can’t help it Because… Sometimes that is exactly how I feel about myself.